Well I'm being told that I will get a spanking tonight!!! yeah... I know that sounds dumb but I really feel like I need one, Im feeling pretty bitchy and very short tempered, so I'm sure it will help mellow me out and get me focused back to where I need to be. I hope it will be one that starts out a bit slow and works it's way up they are my favorite. I really am not fond of the rapid fire method, it's just too shocking to my behind and seeing that it has not been warmed up in a couple weeks it's likely to get tender pretty quick. I guess that if probably why Alex tends to use the rapid fire method for those dreaded punishments.
Well I'll post more later or tomorrow and let you know how it turned out.
Hugs,
Allie
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I hope you got what you were looking for and all is right with the world again!
~Hugs!
Thank you Maggie, as it happens we have not gotten it done yet, but will tonight. So glad you are back I missed hearing from you.
I'm always on edge when my HOH tells me ahead of time. Right away, I get in a cgild like mode.
Hi,
I would like to comment on your sentiments about feeling Bitchy and once spanked, you calm down and have more love not only for your husband, but also your kids. It was very suprising the first time my husband spanked me. Just out of the blue, we had never discussed it or anything. We had been married for a couple of years when it first happened. Just one day I was being so unruly and bratty and didn't like myself or him very well at that moment. He sat back from his chair staring at me and got really quite. Then he said very calmly, can you come to the bedroom with me for a second? My answer was IM NOT GOING TO SLEEP WITH YOU! I dont even like you anymore! So, he took my hand and kind of gently guided me into the bedroom where he closed the door and with one swift moved pulled me over his knee and said Im sorry Baby, I just dont know what else to do! And spanked me!! Not even really hard and he was crying while he was doing it. And I was so taken back by this I didn't even fight him. I was in so much shock because he is so sweet and reserved usually letting me say and do whatever I wanted to. When he was done he grabbed me and held me close to his chest telling me he loved me and he was sorry but I need to learn to be good somehow and he was at the end of his ropes. I couldn't do anything but cry right along with him and tell him I was sorry too. After that spanking I felt somehow released from my feminine prison that I was trapped in. My whole life of needing to be miss independent and female shovenistic ways could be loosened. He talked to me afterwards and said that that if this is the only thing that will get through to me then, he wanted to make it a habit. Me bad/Him spank. But for all kinds of reasons, not just because I ambratty and my selfish side of my self is battling to not not let him. I just dont knowif I am able to release that power of me over to him. But,on the other hand, I really love spankings but I am afraid people will findout and this will somehow make me less of a woman and more like a victim or pushover or something. Also, I have kids and I definitly don't want them to know...especially my 2year old daughter. Do you struggle with these emotions of embarrassment too? I am a naturally private person and I find it difficult to even talk to my husband about the spankings without feeling really weird cause I wonder if he thinks I am weird for needing them. You know, being a fully grown adult and all.Does any of this really matter?
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